Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Nuggets


Photo courtesy of Tim Ellis - 'Leaves on a Bench'

The man you look for is not masked or hidden, he does not stare through you or run at you. His hand is not cold, and his embrace is not forced. He doesn't read passages of books that make no sense and force you to listen late into the night. In a clearing he would not intimidate you as you stand there fixed to the spot. In a busy street he would not bustle by, push you and then place blame with his eyes because of your inability to move.

You'll notice him because of his expression but his formal greeting is full of richness. Conversation might be minimal or plentiful but be assured that he reads each situation well. He'll most likely stand when you enter. He is quite tall but not too tall. You'll probably find him on a log, a bench or by water...most likely away from here. But there is no certainty in this description so it may be completely useless.

Hold on to this. He knows you are on your way...

Sunday, 20 September 2009

Pilgrim


'We are pilgrims on a journey
and companions on the road.
We are here to help each other,
walk the mile and bear the load.

Monday, 17 August 2009

Joy is my chant...



Wandering around Covent Garden is good for the soul. Buying lunch from the food market on a Thursday in August has to be done at least once in your life. Sitting in St Paul's Church garden, eating tomato and basil foccacia was a delight. On reflection, it can only have been orchestrated by God...but that's another story. Inspired by my trip to Neal's Yard I decided to start my latest project. I painted a trellis gold, wrapped orchid fairy lights around and hung it on the wall in my bedroom. I'll keep filling it up with nick nacks as time goes on. But for now I'm admiring my creation whilst listening to the song above, reading Psalm 33 and drinking Apple and Pear green tea. Joy is my chant. xx

Saturday, 1 August 2009

Almonds before dusk


Climbing up a small mountain, heading for a destination and being sidetracked by an almond tree. Grab two rocks and you've got yourself an almond. Walk on, and you've got yourself the most beautiful view. Over July I have been working in Spain, the Priorat region where I lived in a small village with a Spanish family. In thirty days I absorbed the language, the unique wine and family life. It was a stunningly beautiful area full of culture which I relished.

Walking the streets of Barcelona on my own, drinking up art in the MNAC and having a Cafe con Leche beneath La Pedrera will provide perfect stories to whip out at a dinner party, or perhaps the nursing home. European chic was finally attainable! In our 20s we have three things available to us ; freedom, beauty and choice. We're at liberty to do what we want in our long holidays, albeit on a somewhat limited budget. But beauty all around us willing us to explore it; in people and places. And we have choices. Or at least the situations we encounter will force us to choose our standing in the world. What do we study? Who do we vote for? Where do we live? Living in one of the richest societies of the Western World, maybe we underestimate this final privilege of relatively unrestricted choice. What I've taken away from my time on the Continent is that we don't have to rush this. We can take a moment to enjoy an almond before rushing to the summit.

It's funny actually the constant 'race against time' attitude I've encountered recently. Someone told me that if you don't act quickly after you graduate your degree goes cold. Act now, quickly. Your freedom (how much freedom a good salary can buy) depends on it. Beauty awaits (in the style of a freshly pressed shirt fitting for the boardroom). Make that decision. It's a dog eat dog world, where the snarl of competition is followed by the dreaded crunch of the economy. Even in the most beautiful place in Spain there is a great competition between winemakers and olive oil producers. It's just that their day makes time for a siesta in it. A time to rest.

This thought has come to me once again surrounded by the basis of my Christian faith. I think Christians of all people need to be wary of this 'race against time' attitude pervading the core of the Gospel message. At the centre is a man who sat upon river shores, climbed up mountains, and travelled along roads unknown. There was time to greet women by the well. To sit among teachers. To taste food with friends. Some of the greatest things he said were born out of these moments. This past month has definitely been one of reflection; I've been scared, I've been lonely, I've been independent, I've been daring. Although most of all, I've been at peace knowing there is a call to marvel in freedom, beauty and choice. I hope that some of the nuggets I provide here can be mulled over before the sun sets. xx



Friday, 5 June 2009

Soon

To be nobody-but-yourself -- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else -- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.

E. E Cummings

Hillsong United - Soon

Soon and very soon
My King is coming
Robed in righteousness
And crowned with love
When I see Him
I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
I'll be going To the place
He has prepared for me
There my sin erased
My shame forgotten
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul will be satisfied
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon
See the procession
The angels and the elders
'Round the throne At His feet I
'll lay my crowns My worship
Soon and very soon

Though I have not seen Him
My heart knows Him well
Jesus Christ the Lamb
The Lord of heaven

Sunday, 5 April 2009

Nuggets

One young artist named Aisha said: "It is very kind to send us food, but this is Africa and we are used to being hungry. What I ask is that you please take the guns away from the people who are killing us." (Darfur, 2009)

Friday, 6 March 2009

Snapshots